Fire

I don't have anywhere near the motivation to go to practice early to throw. I don't have anywhere near the motivation to go to practice, sprint the whole time, and then do a full workout at the gym. I don't even have the motivation to go to the gym. I don't have the motivation to keep up with my man on long hucks to someone else that I know aren't in the endzone. I don't have the motivation to go to the quad to throw at 7pm, let alone at 4am. I don't have the motivation to lay out during drills. I don't have the motivation to lay out during scrimmages. I don't have the motivation to throw after practice.

TL;DR, I don't have the motivation to get better. I was at practice 30 minutes early, staying 30 minutes late, and then going to the gym last year. Sometime this year I lost my fire, and I sure hope I find it.